6 Hours

I often sit and wonder where I could be if I never left.
I think how would I be right now if I didn't spend time growing up in Melbourne.
But now I wonder what I could have if I went home now.
There's so much I want to leave behind but so much I wish I could take with me.
There's something I like that's back home too.
I have a desire to try and make something of it.
I want to start fresh with nothing but my name and the best family I could hope for.

Lag

Fuck you.

Mother Mother

I need you so bad you have no idea.
I know you will probably never read this, but I need you more than ever.
I've never felt so lost or empty.
I've never felt so fucking alone.
I've never felt such extreme sorrow.
This hatred is on a whole new level and it's all towards myself.
I feel like a failure.
I feel like everything in its entirity has been my fault.
I'm so far from where I thought I would be.
I miss your support, you've always helped me more than anyone.
Since you've been gone I've not known how to cope.
I just sit in my room most of the time avoiding as much as I can.
I miss all the times we've talked and all the things you've helped me overcome.
I need your help for this one too.
It's the most difficult thing to face besides having to adapt to life without you and Lauren.
I can't do it alone, oh believe me I've tried.
You've always been the best at showing me the brighter side but without you I'm in the dark.
I have become nothing.

23/4-26/4

Sucks to have to say goodbye so soon. So glad I met this kid.


Bendigo, pointless trip for a delayed show. Met L-Jubbzzz and Hayley and caught up with Kyle though.


I will never tire of this track, it came at the right time.


Pictures tell a thousand words, heres some pics for the thousands of words I can't think of at this point in time.


The 20mm saviour!


So these are the jeans that survived a couple of shows and a few kilometers or travel. Deserving of a good wash.

Red Shore was insane, can't say I enjoyed getting kicked out.
Spent a mad night at mine with J-J and Matt. Didn't sleep till fucking 7, worth every second.
Trecked all over the place to see people, drank more choc vitasoy.
Sang so much for both shows, have even more bruises.
Unplanned weekends are amazing, wouldn't change a thing!
Also note J-J's toothpaste sucks, must bring my own next time.

Miles Away

This is home. It may not be much but I miss it.
This is where everything began, where I belong.
I will one day return after this pointless roaming.

I Had

A finger touching change but it was just out of reach,
I failed to grasp the chances thrown at me,
Seems I couldn't see the opportunity before me,
I never expect anything from anyone,
So I guess this cloud over me prevents vision,
Because I didn't see your feelings grow.

Idols and Anchors

One of my sources of inspiration.

I Feel

Like my life is suffocating me.
I need to learn, I need a new challenge for the day.
Monotony gets old, the pay isn't reason enough to continue.
There is no wisdom for me to take from anyone there.
Noone to relate, I'm adrift in a sea of nothing.
My life has sunk so low, what happened to the promise of the new year?
Where has my hope gone.
Motivation is a stranger to me, I want to reconnect.

WANDERLUST

I've drifted from myself,
You led me astray,
Because you broke me.

The World Turns

I am a really bad drunk.

A Shift

Things are looking up, this is the change I need,
I'm taking the challenge, on to the Indigo Plateau.

Burn City

I want to watch it burn to the ground.

Routine Bites Hard

This Is What I Rely On.

Hope

The only hope I have is that every little thing reminds you of me,
That it'll all just build up into regret.

But that will never fucking happen so I lied, I have no hope.

Or Not

These heart strings are so fucking thick I cannot sever them alone,
How can I overlook my most favoured recollections.